Heart To Heart

                       DON'T THINK 🤔 😕 😏  I was out on a walk with a Dear, Friend of mine in Miami, Florida one morning. As we walked the circular trail, there was a couple we repetitively passed. They were vibrant; seemingly care-free. This infectious air they carried ushered us into a greeting. "You look so Good", my friend exclaimed once she found out the man's age; Somewhere around 60 something. He went on to talk about some of the things that he engages in to maintain himself.  He then gave us this look...like, let me level with these people, kind of a look. "You really want to know what I do?"he asked. Yes! We replied eagerly.   I DON'T THINK!!! I Don't!  He continued to explain why. 'The stress, the worry. So I've decided to just leave it all alone.' This man decided to live and let die! Well, needless to say, we stood there, looking at one another like, HUH!??! This story is REAL!  I was...

            "I Decided"  I’m here. In this world. At this time. In this space. Masked faces and muzzled sounds. Woke up this morning as I usually do, thanks to “His” mercy and started on my way. The usual routine. My son greeted me with a body climb and some kisses. I looked over to see my eldest son snoring in his delightful sleep. He was still. I got up and walked into my living-room and sat at my desk, preparing to prepare for whatever would ensue.  A little disgruntlement began to meet my mind. I don’t remember what triggered my decline, but I was spiraling down and FAST! Not particularly thinking about anything to begin with, but one thing leads to another when it come to my mental train wrecks. I was headed for a fast decline in my souls mind so I decided, I’m heading out today. Resolve. Made up Mind. Questions cease. I decided.  Anxiety began to plague me as the thoughts of going out into the world invaded my mind. Sill...